Even
though I grew up in central Ohio about an hour outside of Columbus,
I've had a circuitous root to my Ohio State Buckeyes fandom. When I
was little (read: until college), I was defiantly anti-Ohio State. I
mean, everybody at school was a fan of the Buckeyes. Everybody at
church was a fan of the Buckeyes. Everybody in my family was a fan of
the Buckeyes. I had to be an individual. So I told people I rooted
for Michigan, but I actually just rooted against Ohio State.
You
must be saying to yourself, “I can't believe it! I've never known
Ben to be calculatingly opposed to something just because it's
popular. I've never known him to be stubbornly iconoclastic! This
must all be balderdash!” It's a surprise, I know, but it's true.
I
didn't really start rooting FOR the Buckeyes until I went to college.
Somehow through a combination of reactionary state pride (Oklahomans
and Texans are crazy annoying about college sports) and trying to
find a reason to hang out with a girl from Ohio who happened to be an
Ohio State fan (I have done many stupider things for a pretty girl's
attention), I became a real true Ohio State fan.
I'm
glad I became a fan, because this season Ohio State has made me
realize something that's fundamentally true about sports.
Championships don't matter. At least, they don't matter as much as
you think they do or as much as you're told they do.
You
see, this season due to a scandal involving players exchanging
memorabilia for tattoos (a NCAA no-no) and a respected head coach
then lying to cover it up (a major NCAA no-no), the Buckeyes find
themselves banned from the postseason. However, I still find myself
finding a way to watch the game every Saturday and I'm still enjoying
watching my favorite team go undefeated to this point in the season.
According to what I've always been taught by sports writers,
announcers and the like, I'm supposed to care less because my team
can't win a title.
But
it's just not true. I care the same amount.
In
fact, I assume most people who watch sports really only care about
the one game they're watching. They want their team to win that game.
They want to be entertained and happy about that one game. For
instance, the Premier League is huge in England. 44 teams compete in
the two highest levels of English soccer. 20 of those teams compete
in the highest level, which is one of the most popular and lucrative
sports leagues in the world. Of those 20 teams, 6 have won a
championship in the past 20 years and maybe only 3 or 4 teams are
legitimate threats to actually win the title on a year to year basis.
If
the myth of the championship holds true, then the fans of all those
other teams shouldn't care at all because they can't win the league.
They can only achieve different levels of mediocre.
But
that's not why fans watch the game. They watch to see their city,
state or alma mater represented. They watch because they enjoy the
style, the strategy and the athleticism of the game. In the same way
that you don't read a novel or watch a movie because it has a good
ending, you don't root for a sports team because they win a title.
You enjoy the story, the thing itself.
The
Christian story falls victim to this myth of the championship, this
myth of victory. It's not just the conservatives or the liberals,
it's everybody. Whether the “championship” in question is saving
the lost, getting to heaven, eliminating poverty or maybe destroying
some disease that causes suffering all over the globe, the church has
become obsessed with winning. We have to achieve the “big goal”
at the end of the road.
Here's
the problem: that understanding of Christian achievement, of winning,
fundamentally misunderstands the reason for faith and the reason for
the church.
Faith
isn't about winning. It's about the process of belief and doubt, the
ebbs and flows wherein we encounter God and then find ourselves at a
distance. It's about the dynamic relationship with the God who
created us, whether it's good, bad, or confusing.
You
see, there's another flaw to the championship myth. It ends. And as
St. Benedict so beautifully said, “Always we begin again.” There
is always another season and another champion.
I'm
not saying that we shouldn't aim for these lofty goals, but I am
saying they do not define our faith. We are simply called to do our
best in the next play, the next game, the next season. We are called
to encounter the task set before us. If we win, we learn and if we
fail, we learn as well. The process is not about being perfect,
though it is something we hope to achieve and something we aspire to,
even if only for a moment.
So
dream your dreams and aspire to your goals, but if you find that you
cannot reach them, do not fear. Your live is not measured in your
championships, it is measured in your quests.
Peace,
Ben
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