Showing posts with label politics. Show all posts
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Thursday, October 10, 2013

The Disparate Worlds of Warring Minds: The Epistemology of a Government Shutdown


by Ben Howard

My first thoughts last Monday, the first day of our government shutdown, were about the show The Newsroom. Mainly, I was wondering how many people were looking up the scene on YouTube, in which Will McAvoy calls the Tea Party the “American Taliban.” It felt incredibly apt for a day that seemed, from my perspective, like a small guerrilla group storming the Capital building and taking the entire US government hostage. Scenes and rhetoric which I had once believed only to exist in the purview of one-dimensional Sorkin villains were now being uttered by actual, live human beings. My twitter feed exploded… mainly with tweets from me.

As is my typical response to governmental ineptitude, I attempted to channel my own inner-Colbert. What’s the good of a manufactured crisis if you can’t get your internet friends to laugh? None, I tell you. None at all.

As the avalanche of mockery poured forth from my keystrokes, I began to wonder at the ease with which I was able to treat the Tea Party, and those associated with it, as an abstraction. As a construct, rather than actual people. And I’ll be damned if humanizing your villains doesn’t always make for too much introspection.

So I made an attempt to try to understand the rhetorical gymnastics that could cause this particular maneuver to seem like a good idea. However, as I reflected on the political beliefs that had led to this point, beliefs shared by acquaintances and some in my own family, I began to wonder if the divide was something deeper than mere ideology. In fact, I’m now convinced that our current political crisis is not born of ideological differences, but epistemological ones. It’s not a difference in the “what” of belief as much as it is a difference in the “why” and the “how.”

Of course, this is not to say that ideological differences do not exist. It is all too easy to point to a plethora of ready examples, from policy regarding deficit spending to gun control to the role of government in healthcare. But the disconnect is deeper. These aren’t simple disagreements by warring factions who share the same underlying assumptions; they are disagreements over the assumptions themselves; they are disagreements about the nature of belief.

The beliefs of Republicans, or at the very least the Tea Partiers who currently hold the reins of the Republicans in the House, are largely based on the fear of unmanageable cultural shifts and a resulting mistrust of those they see as representatives of this shift, those not part of their tribe. This fear leads them to cling to the social mores of a so-called golden age, willful naiveté in the face of complexity, and to look to the recent past for a template of stability. All of which are formed in a crucible of fear.

This can be seen most obviously in the debates over the Affordable Care Act (aka Obamacare) and over gun control legislation. The anger and vitriol which the Right exhibits in these disputes is not about preserving freedom (despite their language); it is about the fear that their way of life is under attack. Even when proposed legislation may have little practical effect, or even bring about changes ostensibly in line with their beliefs, they are afraid that “the country they know is slipping away.” This leads to the indignation we see in these numerous debates. What happens when you’re afraid and no one seems to be paying attention? You start yelling and waving your arms.

Additionally, this fear gives rise to an insular epistemology which serves as a rallying cry in a battle between the “righteous us” and the “despotic them.” And in such a posture, outside authorities cannot be trusted, for they are the “THEY” which is so feared. This distrust of outside authorities who represent the cultural shifts at work in our society is responsible for the persecution complex, the continued paranoia, and the conspiracy theories which run rampant in the Tea Party’s ideology.

A recurring theme in recent years has been the inability of Republicans to accept as fact, information which clashes with their fixed preconceptions. Multiple reports have surfaced that, in the face of dour poll results before the 2012 election, Mitt Romney, his campaign staff, and many of his supporters flatly refused to acknowledge the legitimacy of the numbers, insisting that they were the product of the liberal media. Similarly, there are those who continue to hold to the “Birther” narrative, long after Barack Obama released his birth certificate for scrutiny, or those who argue that the ACA is destroying the country, even when the evidence runs contrary to such claims. When fear and mistrust run rampant, even facts must bend to the underlying convictions.

The epistemological gulf that stands between the parties in Washington is one that has been opening for years now in the Christian theological landscape. The Tea Party’s fundamental way of viewing the world and posture of fear is predated (and arguably, grows out of) Evangelical Christianity’s response to the shift of cultural fault-lines. Its literal apocalyptic interpretations, strict fundamentalism, and a similar mistrust of centralized authority (i.e. a strain of anti-intellectualism that rejects Biblical criticism), prefigure the Tea Party’s strands of visceral reaction against science and post-modernity. This goes a long way in explaining why the Tea Party movement resonates so strongly within Evangelical spheres.

While it is clear from the rhetoric involved that I (and probably most of you) do not share the ideology or the epistemology of either Tea Party Republicans or the Evangelical Christians who helped give rise to them, it must also be said that our own progressive epistemology holds no intrinsic claim to absolute truth either. It may very well be wrong. In the same way that I believe the Tea Partiers’ epistemology to be wrong, they believe mine to be equally fallacious, and the truth is, we may very well both be correct.

If the Right Wing Conservative epistemology is built on fear, the Left Wing Liberal’s (mine) is based on a mythos of progress. While certainly a sunnier disposition, it’s not necessarily a correct one.

The intellectual framework on which our belief in progress is founded establishes an unwavering trust that truth is something quantifiable and firmly established by facts, a fetishization of education to the degree that arguments garbed in highly intellectual jargon seem intuitively true, and the certainty of a brighter future as cultural shifts continue to move in what we consider a positive direction. These all flow out of the unrelenting belief in the mythos of inexorable progress.

The reason it’s so easy to believe that “our side” is objectively right stems from our participation in a country that has, by and large, already adopted this standard of measure, and where such presuppositions are accepted as a societal and cultural norm. While the statistical majority of the population may not believe this to be true, the “majority of ideas” has won the day on this front. Whether it be media, science, or our present-day renderings of our historical perspective, all had their tutelage in the halls of academia where knowledge for knowledge’s sake holds absolute sway.

All of this has worked in concert to foster an intellectual hubris on the part of liberal thinkers (i.e. me) that has crystallized an accepted ideology as objectively true. All the proof one needs for this is simply to read my twitter feed, or that of any other self-proclaimed progressive, and consider their constant belittling and self-aggrandized mockery of those they believe to be less intelligent, and less worthy of a hearing.

This belief in progress and the intellectual hubris that it engenders work to exacerbate the fear and mistrust prevalent among Evangelicals and Conservatives. It serves as little more than a confirmation that their darkest fears are being realized, and that they were right to distrust in the first place. Because they look to the memorable past, any movement away from that is suspect, indeed frightening. Because we look to the certain future, and are pushing to bend the arc of history toward it, we are confirming their worst fears that culture is changing, in flux around them.  Meanwhile, we ridicule their words and dismiss their beliefs. How chilling must it be to express your fears (whether legitimate or not), and be met with mockery and derision?

If this were only a division of ideology, reconciliation would be found through the means of debate, through facts and theories. We would win one another to our cause. But this isn’t a schism of ideology; its roots lie deeper – they are more entrenched, and less examined. In an epistemological divide, reconciliation can never have winning as its goal. The gap between the disparate worlds of warring minds can only be bridged through the authenticity and vulnerability of legitimate relationship. We must encounter the other, and though we find she is not the same as us, we must deign to see her as similar. We must humanize those we so often demonize.

This means that we must come into conversation sans agenda, sans ideology, and with the humility that the deepest assumptions underlying our own beliefs may ultimately be wrong. This is not a call to relinquish the most formative tenets of our faith (whether that faith be political or religious), but it does require us to come, unarmed, to the table of truce. And while a truce is no end-game, it is at the very least, a step forward (oops, that’s the language of progress), a step back from the brink, to use a more Republican friendly metaphor. And it is this, the ability to be able to speak the language of the other, not just to have dialogue, but to have dialogue and be understood, that is the mark of maturity, and honestly, the only path to reconciliation.

But like I said, it’s entirely possible that I’m wrong about everything. Maybe the way of reconciliation is to hold the government hostage, to argue about whose fault it is, to call Republicans names, and to play to our basest instincts. Cause you know, anything’s possible. 

Ben Howard is an accidental iconoclast and generally curious individual living in Nashville, Tennessee. He is also the editor-in-chief of On Pop Theology and an avid fan of waving at strangers for no reason. You can follow him on Twitter @BenHoward87.

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Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Warrior Christ: Why Fox News Should Love Reza Aslan's Jesus



by Charity Erickson

A refresher, for those of you who were living in a cave (Sicarii-style) last week: Fox News put the “most embarrassing interview [they] have ever done” on the internet and, in addition to launching a boatload of delightful snark, it pushed Reza Aslan’s new book Zealot: The Life and Times of Jesus to the top of Amazon’s best-seller list.
 

The extreme right is up in arms over the book and, in service of God and country, some intrepid culture warriors have taken to leaving fake negative reviews on its Amazon profile. Meanwhile, on the more left-leaning side of the Christian internet, Bible scholars and students—in a display of epistemic humility—have continued to express excitement over the book, sharing reviews and Reza Aslan’s interviews.

I am enjoying the book, myself. It is engagingly written and insightful; as a non-scholar, I appreciate Aslan’s handling of historical drama. And I thoroughly enjoy seeing the Gospel texts through a different lens; in Zealot they are de-familiarized in a way that is captivating to the imagination.

My biggest problem with the book itself is that much of its argument is based on sheer dubiousness – Aslan builds off the assumption that the Gospels contain wildly improbable narratives, and therefore sets about constructing “estimated guesses” of what really happened.  Perhaps it is only due to his stylistic choice of extensive endnotes, rather than engaging his sources more substantially within the text, but Aslan’s estimated-guesswork often feels unsubstantiated by evidence. (This issue and others, along with the merits of the work, are addressed from the viewpoint of a legitimate scholar here.)

As I made my way through the first few chapters of Zealot, I found myself thrown by Aslan’s style of argumentation – and I was surprised at myself, at how critical I felt of the piece. I suppose that I had expected to enjoy the book on the basis of the author’s throw-down at Fox News – the conservatives hated him, so I imagined his stuff couldn’t be all that bad.

But as I became more familiar with the portrait Zealot paints of Jesus, I found myself laughing at the irony that the extreme right should hate this book when Aslan’s zealous Jesus seems like a guy that anti-Islam conservatives would like a lot. The book argues that Jesus was one of several men (albeit an extraordinary man among the others) who sought to “take back [his] country for God” using military force. Aslan doesn’t buy that Jesus would have been crucified in the manner in which he was for anything less than actual sedition against the Roman government – he must have been a true revolutionary, a would-be conqueror-king who wanted to kick the pagans out of Jerusalem. But in the years after Jesus’ death, after the Romans razed Jerusalem for its revolutionary fervor, his followers began to downplay his Zealotry for political reasons. Thus was born the Jesus of the Gospels.

The book asserts Jesus’ humanity rather than divinity, but if we ignore that detail for a moment, the Zealot Jesus starts to look like Mark Driscoll’s warrior Christ, with “a sword in His hand and the commitment to make someone bleed.” He is the god of the Western Empire, with a literal government to increase. He is a nationalist god, longing to bless his chosen nation. 

If anyone is to be offended by the picture Aslan paints of Christ, it should be us liberals – we who celebrate Jesus’ nonviolence, suffering servanthood, and commitment to creating a non-worldly Kindgom, who view these as sacred distinctions. We should be the ones taking issue with the claim that Jesus must have been crucified for being a violent threat to the empire, rather than a peace-loving threat to a violent empire.

I don’t write this to reinforce division among Christians, but rather to point out division’s absurdity. The declaration of war on a piece of writing because of its author’s faith affiliation is just as silly a performance in political posturing as the heaping of praise on the same piece of writing for the sake of appearing open-minded – not like them, not like Fox News.

In the Kingdom of God, we don’t need to do this—pretend and pose to prove our loyalty to a cause. It’s an absurd waste of time, not to mention dishonest. Too much concern with how we represent ourselves politically turns our faith into a mockery of itself. When we refuse to be divided along party lines we will be forced to vote, read, teach, critique, and worship based not on a play-acted political identity, but rather, as free people informed by wisdom and the example of Christ. 

I hope that we—as Christians—can agree on one thing about Jesus: he wants us to be zealots indeed, zealous for the cause of love.

Charity Erickson and her husband Lance live and work together in the suburbs of Minneapolis, Minnesota. Check out her blog for more of her writing and follow her on Twitter @CharityJill. 

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Wednesday, September 26, 2012

The Election Chronicles: An Introduction

by Ben Howard

I've addressed politics here a few times, usually out of frustration. I've talked about Chick-Fil-A and fear, and I've also talked about the way hatred infiltrates us to the point where we become the very problem we seek to eliminate.

I know I often come across snarky and dismissive about politics. It wouldn't be an exaggeration to say that I place little if any trust in politicians to do the right thing, and that I'm deeply ambivalent about democracy in general as a functional form of government from a Christian perspective. If you want reasons for that, you can ask me in private, because that's not the reason for this post because today I'm putting on my optimism hat.

In an atmosphere that can only be described as suffocatingly divisive, I want to see if we can have a discussion with some degree of clarity. Today, I'm beginning a series entitled "The Election Chronicles." Starting on Monday, I'll be breaking down the reasons why you should vote for Mitt Romney, Barack Obama (Tuesday), a third party candidate (Wednesday), and finally, why you shouldn't vote at all (Thursday).

However, before I start writing these pieces I want to include you in my thought process. I want to know why you think I, or anyone, should choose one of those four options. 

One rule though: they have to be positive reasons why I should support a candidate/position. Just so you know, a positive answer does not contain the word oppose. I want to know what you are for, not what you are against.

Also, keep in mind that I want this discussion to be from a distinctly Christian perspective. If your reason for voting helps America, but hurts everyone else, that's not a good reason in this conversation. I want to know why supporting this candidate would make humanity better. How would supporting this candidate support the emergence of the kingdom of God?

I know there isn't a perfect answer. That's okay. We'll probably disagree. That's okay too. I promise I'll still love you.

Leave your thoughts in the comments, or you can contact me via Facebook, on Twitter @BenHoward87 or email me at benjamin.howard87 [at] gmail.com.

I look forward to hearing what you have to say and having this discussion with you.

Peace,
Ben

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Saturday, September 1, 2012

Song of the Week: Selling the News by Switchfoot

on pop theology, philosophy, theology, culture, pop culture, christianityby Ben Howard

Good weekend everybody! In honor of both the season finale of The Newsroom (which I will almost certainly write about relatively soon) and the general insanity that we call "news", especially in an election year, I bring you this weeks song: "Selling the News" by Switchfoot.

I've always been a fan of Switchfoot, especially Jon Foreman's lyrics, so I hope you enjoy this song of their latest album Vice Verses.


You've got to love a song with the lyrics: "I wanna believe you, I wanna believe/But everything is in-between/The fact is fiction/Suspicion is the new religion."

Have a great Labor Day weekend!


Peace,

Ben


You can follow Ben on Twitter @BenHoward87 or email him at benjamin.howard87 [at] gmail.com.

Thursday, August 30, 2012

Like, Seriously, They Aren't Getting Back Together

on pop theology, philosophy, theology, culture, pop culture, christianity
by Ben Howard

Apparently, Taylor Swift and a rather unscrupulous neer-do-well are never ever ever ever getting baaack together. The only way she could be more serious about this would be if she said they were never getting back together times infinity. Multiplication is super serious.

So what are we to make of young Ms. Swift's petulant pop platitudes? Well, quite a lot actually.

I've never been a fan of exaggeration. I mean, I exaggerate a lot (everything is the best thing ever!), but I'm not exactly a fan of myself at those times. For instance, I've always found it curious when MTV or some other hype machine bills some unknown up-and-comer as a “superstar”. It always felt like they were trying to convince themselves to be excited. If my parents don't have a vague notion of who they are, they probably aren't a “superstar” yet.

As per Taylor Swift, Shakespeare said it best, “The lady dost protest too much, methinks.”

Everybody does it. In moments of vulnerability it's only natural to paper over the cracks with a thick layer of confidence no matter how shaky that confidence may be.

In our most vulnerable moments we say the stupidest things and make the most naïve promises.

“Everything will be okay.”

“I'll never do that again.”

“We are never ever ever ever getting back together.”

Ultimately, I have to confess that it's a sign of immaturity, but it's an immaturity that papers over our deep dark fear that we have doubts. We doubt ourselves, we doubt our friends, we doubt our beliefs.

And we think, if we just yell loud enough, if we just tell ourselves what we so badly want to believe one more time, then maybe we won't doubt anymore.

This is the part of our program where we realize that I'm taking a pop song way too seriously, and while I thank Taylor and her catchy hit for getting us to this point, it's time to jettison the booster rocket. Godspeed Ms. Swift.

Back to the actual point.

Our culture is incredibly uncomfortable with doubt and the resulting ambiguity that comes along with it. It clouds our economy, our politics, our faith, everything.

When I see people post incredibly ardent, sincere political or religious status updates or tweets, or even when they just make statements when I'm talking to them, I'm beginning to wonder if they're trying to convince me that they're right, or if they're trying to convince themselves.

It takes a lot to embrace your doubts; to admit that you really aren't confident in your own abilities, and that you just might not trust yourself to make the right decision.

It takes a lot to say that neither Romney or Obama has the cure for the country. It takes a lot to say that your religious tradition just might be wrong. It takes a lot to say that all of those beliefs and ideologies and everything you've intricately woven into your life might be a little more fluid than you've previously let on.

Somewhere between the knowing and the not-knowing, between the cocky, self-assured confidence and the arrogant, outright denial, that's where we find faith. True, honest, humble faith.

There we find a faith that freely admits that it cannot prove the things that it believes even though it really wishes that it could. We find a faith that admits that it does not answer every question and does not make every problem go away; a faith that has hopes and dreams that are not shattered by the brokenness and failure that we see around us.

It's a faith that knows you can never ever ever ever have it all together.

When he isn't taking catchy pop songs waaaay too seriously, Ben spends his time scouring old episodes of Sesame Street in hopes of finding the meaning of life. You can follow his delusions of philosophical grandeur on Twitter @BenHoward87 or email him at benjamin.howard87 [at] gmail.com.

Friday, August 24, 2012

P**** RIOT!


on pop theology, philosophy, theology, culture, pop culture, christianityby Jonathan [last name redacted]

By now you might heard of wonderful band P***y Riot who make benefit the great nation of Soviet Russia by playing famous place in glorious Moscow to the delight of passerby and many children.

Ok. I can't keep up the mildly offensive Russian ESL vernacular for longer than one sentence. P Riot. Yes, the band P Riot. P Riot technically call themselves something else, but unlike most of you I'm searching for gainful employment, so I don't want to end all chances of being hired by screaming the word "P***Y" because a bunch Muscovites got themselves arrested (Ben.  Don't use my last name on this).

Well anyways. The social-outrage-flavor-of-the-month involves a group of women who put on an anti-Putin impromptu performance in a Russian Orthodox church. The outrage stems from the fact that the one minute performance garnered three of the women a two year prison sentence for hooliganism. Most people think that's a little extreme, and a lot of evidence points to Orthodox church politics being responsible for the excessive sentence (you know, the very thing the ladies were protesting).

The church performance marked the fourth time that the band had performed an anti-government song in a very public venue. I don't agree with the sentence, but after publicly performing three anti-government songs in a formerly communist country, and then performing a fourth profanity-laced one in a revered church of the state religion, who doesn't expect an excessive sentence? Especially with the Olympics coming up in 16 months (don't act like the Olympics had nothing to do with the length of the sentencing).

While the Patriarch of Russia condemned the band with some pretty strong words ("We have no future if we allow mockery in front of great shrines, and if some see such mockery as a sort of bravery, an expression of political protest, an acceptable action or a harmless joke."), the Russian Orthodox Church released a statement on August 17 urging the Russian government to show the women mercy (granted, it came well after the issue had gone global).

Reflect on the irony that this all began 2000 years ago with a man ticking off religious authority figures so much that the government put him to death for it. Ahh the irony. I can't imagine what Jesus would say to all of this. Bands with offensive names, Vladimir Putin, a one minute song in a church sending the entire world (and Sting) into an uproar. Why can't we all get along? Why can't the band practice first and then play in a normal venue like everyone else? Forgive and you will be forgiven? Judge not lest you be judged? Pray for your enemies and those who persecute you? Probably one of the above. But I don't know for sure. I'm not Jesus.


Jonathan is.  He just is.  

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Hello, My Name is Ben and I Would Like You to Think I'm Special

on pop theology, philosophy, theology, culture, pop culture, christianityby Ben Howard

Those of you who know me personally know that I've been working on my Master's in Theological Studies since I moved to Nashville in 2009. This past weekend I went online to register for my fall classes and made an interesting and unexpected discovery: I might be done.

This requires a little bit of an explanation because graduation really should be a definitive in or out proposition. The pomp and circumstance of head to toe black gowns doesn't really offer much room for uncertainty. Technically, I have one class remaining, but through a series of misadventures and other gratuitous whatnot that isn't that terribly important, I may have accidentally just finished my last class of graduate school.

This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a whimper.

This was my first thought. At this supposed cathartic moment of completion, my mind intuitively went to The Hollow Men. Curious.

I've spent the last day or so reflecting on what graduate school meant to me. It became obvious quickly that above and beyond any aspirational desire to learn, or achieve, or better myself, or pursue a career, graduate school was my identity. To be more specific, it was the crutch of my identity.

It was the tag I added to any sentence where I felt my self-worth was lacking.

I work at a bookstore, ButI'mInGraduateSchool!

I live in a cheap duplex, ButI'mInGraduateSchool!

I haven't been on a vacation in two years, ButI'mInGraduateSchool!

It was my way of reminding the world, “Hey! Don't forget me! I'm still special!”

Now, don't get me wrong. I learned a lot, I love my professors, and I don't want to undo the last three years in anyway. I've matured and I credit grad school for a lot of that, but if you ask me if I spent tens of thousands of dollars out of insecurity and vulnerability, I just might answer yes.

I don't know if this is a common experience, I haven't done the requisite research. I'm not even certain that it's a bad thing. Can you put a price on self-worth?

What worries me isn't the source or cost of my personal identification and worth, it's how tied that worth is to outside expectations and valuations. I find my value in what you say about me, what you think about me, how you make me feel valuable. Guess what? All protestations to the contrary, I'm pretty sure you do too.

I wonder how this plays into the cultural and social issues of identity that divide us. I've always felt uncomfortable with that dismissive “You do what you do and I'll do what I do,” attitude in politics and religion. I don't want to do what I do, I want you to join in, or at least appreciate and value what I do. And I'm pretty sure that it would make things better if I valued what you did too.

We pretend we're a society of individuals and neglect the feelings and emotions that arise out of community. I spend all my time trying to make you remember that I'm special, and I forget that you're important too.

Maybe we're too sensitive. Maybe our priorities are in the wrong place. Maybe I'm totally wrong about all this (totally possible). I'd love to hear your thoughts and feelings, and not just because I'm curious, it makes me feel special too.



When Ben isn't talking about himself here, he's thinking about himself somewhere. Even when you're talking to him. You can follow his self-indulgent ramblings on Twitter @BenHoward87.

Thursday, August 2, 2012

An Honest Political Statement

on pop theology, philosophy, theology, culture, pop culture, christianityby Ben Howard

This post is going to be about politics. So please, before I say anything, close your eyes, close your minds, and prepare your responses. I know I would.

It's a fairly universal sentiment that politics have become too toxic. In fact, it's so universal that it has become cliche. Everyone seems to universally agree that our current conversations and our current way of discourse are inherently unproductive. Everyone also seems to agree that they're trying their best to overcome this. Everyone is pretty sure we'd be able to get a lot done if the other guy would just stop being so stubborn about everything.

They don't want to listen.  They have a closed mind.  They're bigots.  They're racists.  They're radicals.

I've spent a lot of my time in graduate school writing about the concept of sin. The idea is fascinating to me. I'm not particularly interested in ways to avoid sin, or any of the morality of whether X or Y is or is not a sin, to me that misses the point.

Sin is inevitable and universal. It is pervasive and there is no one who does not bear responsibility. It is toxic and it coats everything we do, even when it's good.

I don't say that to be depressing. I say it because I think embracing that inherent, inevitable, universal brokenness allows us to approach each other in humility. It allows us to encounter God's grace with wonder. It allows us the freedom to not be perfect.

The first step in recovery is admitting you have a problem. The first step in redemption is repentance.

I think the first step in creating a healthy political environment is admitting we have a problem. And I'm the problem, even if I don't think I am.

My opinions are not objective.

I am not emotionally detached from my political beliefs.

I am unsure whether I love those with different beliefs in the same way as I do those who agree with me.

I am angry and I am afraid.

I am not honest about how my anger and fear affect my beliefs.

I am broken and in need of redemption.

I welcome you to join me.

Peace,
Ben

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